25th Feb 2009

I was having hearing in court today along with 29 of my batch mate. Our bad lunch came into appearance when I came to hear that the judge is on leave today the way of thinking was in two way on one hand I was happy as if I escape today on the other hand was thinking that this case is consuming number of days without any result. Also I was at least relieve for the whole day as was not to prove my identity that I am the one and only one Amit Kumar Singh popularly known as Sanjeev Kumar Singh.

as you guys might be knowing that I have got one more tension of the UFM case which is still not resolved. And so today again we met with faculty member, Anupama Sharma(Dean). She can consolation to wait and watch as her view was as the time will pass, the more is the chances that the decision will be in our favor. She saw just the changes in the post that suddenly occurred today.

And one more conflict came when I heard that our previous directly again came in his post as a director. I can’t forget this director the psycho, K.S. Pandey. This evening when I was surfing net two of the college faculty member came inside my room inside the hostel without even knocking, I was shocked to see them(Dr, Sushil Mittal and P.K.Jain). they entered inside my room as if some sort of investigation is going on. P.K. Jain said to Sushil Mittal sir that as I use to smoke a lot from the clue that the smell of cigarettes smoke is coming. I was worried to let them inside my room as if they entered in my room they will see about 30 bottles of empty MCdowell Rum inside my room. But thank god they just asked my name in a angry manner. Later on I came to know that they just came because to see whether any kind of ragging activities might be going on. You know this faculty members use to behave with we students as if they are doing something faithful on us in Hindi we call as if “koi ehshaan kar raha hai”. They move from my room and I can hear P.K. Jain saying to Mittal sir that I will tell about this guy’s history later on.

This evening my mom and Sister, Neha called me and we talked for about half an hour. After talking I felt a bit emotional but was not knowing whom to say my problem whom to find to discuss and to share my problem.