24rth Feb 2009

Usually we use to see the time in the morning from our respective mobile itself as from the very beginning seniors forcefully said not to wear the watches. We had to be on the Bhopal court before 11:00 am today as there was hearing for we guys there but when we wake up and show the time it was more than that and so in a hurry we had been to toilet and I unfortunately didn’t brushed today as was not having sufficient time for that and no question for dinner as we were getting late.

Finally it was one and half hour late when we reach the court. Thank god! As we just went inside the court the great news came that the hearing is extended till tomorrow in other words we were not punished for getting late. As the date of hearing were postponed so we were free today therefore we decided to utilize this time in the best possible way by meeting the faculty members to discuss for the UFM(unfair means) case. We met Dr. Sushil Mittal Sir, Our HOD of CSE Pateria Sir and Kaushik sir. The entire faculty members gave the consolation that they will try their level best to save us from any severe punishment from the UFM.

In the evening I took a little bit rest and than went for the ET (evening tea) and than had been to the terrace of the hostel. I use to be at the terrace whenever I feel upset. At the terrace I was thinking the same question again and again that “why does these things happen to me when I intentionally always wants to do good and also does good still why this happens to me”. And finally (as always) there was no answers just gave myself a bit consolation and came down to my room.

At night was doing blogging and than as I was upset (as I use to be most of the times) so thought to drink. And this time also as always thought to drink alone and till now I am drinking. But now second just students knock on my door and they are calling for the discussion for the pre meet so I have to leave. My GF called me and said she is not feeling well and thus she is going to sleep. And I am thinking that I wish I could talk to her later but my heart not giving the permission as she might be feeling sleepy and so to call is unfair to her.
Right now I am thinking that “what is life”. Why it hurts so much to me always. I think that the god even is being very unfair to me and so whenever any case is going to take place, god gave that case to me. I guess god might be thinking that no one other can handle such hard cases so the almighty always gave that to me. Any I am such a strong guy that don’t worry I will handle that and that too in a smiling manner.